start of Advent, in Bergen

my constant shadow

Tell me stories. make me dream. I know reality is out there, but I have closed the curtains and refuses to let him in. I want to listen to music, drink tea and read fantasy and cartoons. draw dragons and knit mittens.

But reality refused to leave, he is standing out there in the cold, demanding that I do take action. Yes it is good that you did cleaning today, he says, but you know as well as I do that you should also have been studying. You have exams coming up and you are not prepared at all.

Iam picking up my arrow, jumping into my joggingshoes and running after him. outside in the cold, chasing him away. laughing when I see him slip and fall. But it dosent really help, does it? the dates for exams are still there, 8.of december and 6.of january.

reality sucks.

wedensdays evenings lazyness

my stomach is filled up with porridge (rømmegrøt) and my head is filled with exampapers and expectations. I cant take in more curriculum today, thats for sure. Iam doing the dishes and afterwards creeping under the blankets to read one of the books I borrowed from the library today, one from Iran, one from world war tvo, and one really superficial,"The devil wears prada".

Outside rain pours down, but inside it is cozy and warm. Evenings like this are my favourite.

why I am a vegetarian

You stopped eating fish and meat? why? what do you eat then? are you aware of how much proteins meat consists of?

-because Iam against how animals are treated in norway, and Iam really concerned about the overproduction of meat in norway, which makes the farming more of an industry then anything else. Because we take up too much fish and increases the chance that there wont be any for our granddaughters. because we pollute when we produce steaks, and because we treat the chikens like they had no feelings at all. you would never eat your dog or kitten, why is it ok to eat the pig?

-well, lets see. I eat what other people eat. I eat pasta,pizza, risotto,porridge,baked potatoes,salad, soup, lasagne, gratengs...

yes, Iam aware of that. Iam also aware of the fact that there is alot of other products which gives me the same, without the bad treatment and slaughter of animals beeing neccesary.

any more questions?

Now also blogging about my master.

as some my have noticed (at least my facebookfriends) I now have a new blog. together with Ingrid and Marjolein I will write about our masterstudies, on this blogg: http://masterinrrebergen.blogspot.com/

of couse I will continue writing strange stuff on this blog.

Ciao!

Iam singing in the rain...

actually I like rain. I can stay inside with a cup of tea and a book, without feeling guilty for not beeing outside. I can write on my novel and watch stupid television-shows.

a bit of cleaning wouldent hurt my appartment, so I guess thats one of todays tasks.
vacum cleaner and me are the best friends, only too seldom.

I never had my own tv. when I finally got one (or its my landlords, but..) there is nothing fun to watch. Life is full of disappointments. read a book:)